Past is in the past. Don't worry about people in your past, there's a reason they don't make it to your future. True, indeed. And hell yeah, just leave it all behind. Throw all the bitterness of the past out of your life! Scream out from the bottom of your lungs! Be free and independent! Get busy, don't lost in the ocean of sadness, that's a waste of time. Get up get up get up, show your spirit! Do something useful, earn something big, and share something good! Life's too short, people. You can fooling around (you have to, indeed), but balance it with something that's worth. Let's make a new chapter of life! Make it more colorful, with smile and happiness. Maybe in these past 3 months I got mentally break down because of, uhmm, yeaaa you can call it 'louwe' thingy, which I think it doesn't even exists, but I hope I'm getting better now, it heals somehow. Just getting my stuff, that could hurt me, away, not throwing it though. And yes! Be a better person. Bye-bye mellow, hello sunshine :D *feel so much alive YEAH!
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friday the 13th
Siaaaaaaaaaaaall hahaha. Mulai dari siang ga bisa ngerjain UTS Algoritma dan Pemrograman huhu tapi untungnya pada ga bisa juga sih ga cuma gue doang haha. Terus ternyata materi yang paling gue bisa yaitu tentang biner heksa oktal dan desimal ga ada yang keluar aja loh -__- ckckck. Abis itu kan pulang jam 15.10 tapi diluar hujaaaaaann, ga lebat sih, tapi gue nunggu reda nih bareng Iben, Axel, Echi, Rahma, Linda. Gue berempat (kecuali Axel) mau naik angkot ke halte busway tapi ujannya malah tambah dereeess!! Gerimis-lebat-gerimis-lebat. Ga reda2 akhirnya kita ke tempat makan. Sialnya lagi kan rame banget tuh udah laper banget padahal eh pas mau pesen malah mbak2nya ngomong "nasinya ditunggu 30 menit ya dek" zzzzzzzzz masak nasi dulu dia hahahha alhasil dingin2 beli es krim deh. Abis itu ujan ga reda2 juga! Yaudah deh kita terobos nyari angkot agak2 gerimis2 banyak gitu. Sekalinya dapet juga penuh banget. Akhirnya sampe di halte jam 18.30. Echi sama Linda enak langsung dapet yang ke arah Cengkareng, lha gue sama Iben (a.k.a Ibenita, Ibenigay, Rihanna, Vidi Aldiano, dan nama aslinya Benjamin) nunggu 1 jam ga dateng2 sekalinya dateng penuh bangeeeeeeeeeeeeett sampe ga pegangan aja tuh ga goyang2 saking nempelnya satu sama lain hahaha. Turun di PIM nyari taksi yang diluar, tarif lama. Begitu masuk taksinya ditanya sama abangnya "Mau kemana dek? Ini mau yang ke arah kebalikan (Metro Raya)" sementara kita mau lewat Kartika Utama. Lha ngapain dia berenti di arah Kartika Utama lagi -__- jadi kita turun lagi tapi untung cepet dapet taksi lain. Akhirnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa sampe juga dirumah jam 20.30 setelah perjuangan bertubi2 sial banget T_T
another drama
I'm trying to deal with life. I mean this is life, as we know it. There are ups and downs or a famous word for it is "Roller Coaster Life". We succeed we fail, we make up we break up, we're happy we're sad, we live and we die. We are required to learn a lesson from what went wrong and manage the pain that uncontrollably stabbed us without even seeing the right time. Some people work things out but some just don't know how to change said Boys II Men. Clearly, we're all facing same situation here, life's sucks. But then we need to remember that we only live once and like a friend of mine, Danti, said "never take life seriously, nobody gets out alive anyway". So enjoy your life, people! Go out and see the world from the other point of view :)
Dear my old-friend-but-recently-becoming-a-'real'-friend, I hope our friendship will last forever with or without that old thing. It's sad though. There's just too much that time cannot erase. See ya real soon :''/ ..but heeeeyy get a life, me!!
*I can't believe I just made something up. I can't believe I was being innocent for cheering up people's life. I can't believe I wrote it when actually I don't feel like being it. Well, just follow your heart, guys! Hope that life gives us the best it has.
awfully true
It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both
I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know
If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you
Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep
Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep
Tough we have not hit the ground
It doesn't mean we're not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains
a new place called home :)
Hi readers! Good afternoon :)
Last Friday was Batik's day for Indonesian, yeaaaayy! We were all very excited waiting for that day to come. Me and my classmates were taking pictures around campus and we really had a good time together. Getting to know each other deeper, that's cool enough. "things that we least expected usually turn out to be the one which surprises us with its own happiness" that's a new quote I made, based on my personal experiences. Do you agree? hehehe.
the soon-going-to-end
Yep, holiday's going to end soon, Guys! Yeah I know it sucks, but I had a really good time with my friends and family, though. Especially this holiday is Ramadhan's Holiday, a month in which God multiplies our good deeds, forgives us & blesses us, said Danti, a friend of mine. We'll be missing you, Ramadhan!
Enough with the opening. Hmm let's see what I did for this holiday...
Sahur on The Road with Heksakra
Break fasting with Heksakra (again). Ended up with hanging out, playing fire works (sorry people for the noise :)), and karaoke-ing with Ezra as our guitarist at Dhechu's house
Halal bi halal with Heksakra (again and again). We played, we laughed, we ate (a lot), we took pictures, we chatted, and last but not least, we watched Heksakra's prom night video! Too bad not everybody could make it, but high-school-friends last forever, rite? Hope so :)
Lebaran day 2 with my mom's family, Aceh's big family :) HUGE, right? minus one family, though.
